Tuesday, February 8, 2011

My Own Personal God

God is our own personal God. We experience him differently than other people do. I find it frustrating when I have a God moment or see so much of God and cannot explain to people good enough for them to understand. Its like our own love language with God. God is just so awesome, so powerful. He is so gracious and shows me how great of a God he is.
I have always been told the attributes of God, but for the first time in my life, I have been experiencing him as my very own. Ahh, man I can't even explain how I am thinking and feeling right now. This year at Carmel, I have had my eyes opened. Before it was always a "Why oh God". I never saw God. But now, I am seeing glimpses of him.
I see my God through people mostly. I am a people observer. I watch people in how there interact. So when I observe someone over a long period of time, I just am amazed in the growth of the person. When I go to the Mustard Seed, there are regulars that come twice a month. So I see them pretty regularly. So its nice because I feel like I have a connection and a relationship with them. I am there to help the people, but I feel as if they are helping me. So in a sense its a win win. I just cannot believe I had been blind for 17 years. God is here in this city working in the lives of the community. I amazes that I wasn't able to see it before. How great is our God.






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